For the past 2 weeks, so much has happened, that my Trichotillomania has returned, and had progressed into localized compulsive behavior. the physical result is multiple open wounds (current count-9)in my scalp that i hide with my length of hair and a hat. I can no longer shave my head cuz of this recent self mutilation. i am not proud, i have a problem, ask and i will show you because my humility will help cure me. That is also why i am blogging about it. This is how i hate myself. I hope it doesnt get worse. I'm grateful for the friends i still have to help me through my self inflicted trauma.